und noch ein wunderschönes Gedicht von Nila…
This pain deeply in me
This pain deeply in my heart
This pain deeply in my soul
come over and over again
This pain kills me slowly
it causes a wound. It bleeds;
sometimes strongly; sometimes weakly
However, it bleeds and bleeds and keeps me up every night.
A wound which would never heal.
So often i have thought about it. Nevertheless,
nothing has made amends. All these pain
destroy my life. Destroy me.
Completely alone I stand there in the rain
surrounded by darkness; coated from shadow.
Now black is my blood.
Black is my soul.
Black is my love and also